feelings ; 281009 ; .
I totally feel very left out now ):
I should quit audition .
Yes i know .
I should quit -PlayWithMe- .
Yes i know .
I just cant do it .
PWM ,
5 more days to its 1st anniversary .
Wow .
I wonder how will it be like then ?
1 year has already past .
I think i joined for 11 months ?
Should be .
Since , I think i was in PWM when i celebrated new year in audi ;x
Hm ,
How time flies ,
Now , Jr of PWM .
Nobody cares about me :)
Yeah yeah yeah , all these crap about ,
Best Jr etc .
I don't believe it .
I mean ,
Who are you kidding man .
Crap . Lies .
I am sick of it already .
Can you all just stop it ?
Tired die le la .
Now , I feel that everything is started because of me you know .
Yeah , & i feel so guilty .
How do you want me to feel ?
I really feel like crying !
Why cant I do that anymore ?
Be happy ?
WHY .
You should just end your life right here & now .
Great .
Good for you .
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Nice , Hypocrites .
I have plenty friends that are hypocrites .
So what ?
Nice die you .
Pro die you .
Since when did your life turn upside down ?
Could you turn it up straight again ?
No , you don't have the ability to do so .
Face the truth .
You epic phailure .
hahahah,
& you know it .
You offended plenty of people .
& you know sorry doesn't help .
Whats wrong with your personality !?
Plenty of mistakes made in life ,
Will i ever correct them ?
Plenty of regrets ,
but , unable to change the past .
Regrets are there to stay .
Why can't you be more hardworking ?
You are going to be 13 soon .
Be more mature will you ?
Idiot die .
Stop being so mean & petty .
SORRY TO ALL WHOM I OFFENDED .
SORRY TO ALL WHOM I TALKED TO THEM RUDELY .
SORRY TO ALL WHOM I BEEN MEAN TO .
SORRY TO EVERYBODY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD .
I AM JUST SORRY K !
I am so tired of this nonsense ,
Stop it k .
don't make a mistake again .
Humans learns from their mistakes ,
why don't you ?
{&} its just another serious case of depression .
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