130910 , finding yourself is like finding a needle in a haystack .
Ya maybe she doesn't like me .
Fine ,
I can't reply you , I mean like ,
What do I say ,
I'm not even sure if she does , I can't confirm right ?
Like why can you not like someone I like ,
And I can't seem to not like someone you like .
I can't ask why right ,
I was actually happy .
I wanted to tell you lots of stuff .
Then you came and said all this ,
Like what ,
I wanted to tell you I didn't hate those people anymore .
Then you said ,
Those I hate are the ones who like me .
Like what , I didn't even get the chance ,
I can't tell you ,
" I don't hate them anymore ,"
It will sound so unrealistic ?
Then I told you about her ,
And what did you say ,
Like seriously ,
I know you changed already ,
But now you just suck .
I was really really really in a good mood ,
Then you just had to burst my bubble .
You keep affecting my mood .
I can't just throw everything behind ,
If not I will seem like I'm running away right .
I don't want to be seen that way ,
I'm not running away ,
I'm just not happy with you ok ?
Like really ,
I wasn't even quarreling ,
I DIDN'T QUARREL WITH HER .
I DIDN'T GET MAD AT HER .
I DIDN'T OK .
WHY DO YOU SAY TILL LIKE I DID .
Then you had to say ,
don't quarrel ,
I WAS JUST TELLING YOU .
I didn't expect you to do anything ?
Like I just wanted to tell you .
SERIOUSLY ,
I'm not going to tell you to go away ,
It will seem so childish .
But just know , I'm not happy .
Whenever a Scorpio gives a friend advice it will be reliable .
Why won't you care about it then .
Why , cause you don't feel good with what I said ?
I don't even want to tell anybody anything now ,
Everybody is going to hate me , if I irritate them more .
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