200111 .
Feel so reflective now .
I feel really mean when the class is talking and then the teacher is trying their best to teach ,
Its like , talking to a talking wall , you talk to it , it won't reply you , but it will make lots of noise .
Sorry teachers , if I didn't listen to you ,
You should know that if I didn't listen , I will feel really guilty at the end of the class .
It happens everyday , after every class , imagine how I feel .
I just think of the teachers being droopy cause they didn't manage to get the class's attention and teach the class what they're supposed to know .
Then I see teachers after school , some are alone , some in pairs and groups .
I really feel veryvery evil when I see a teacher alone , like waiting for the traffic light or something ,
As much as the teacher can't teach , its still her job ,
Why make it hard for her .
I want to say sorry to my Chinese teacher , a really big sorry .
The class is really noisy and you just go on , hoping someone will actually listen to what you say and absorb it .
I just look at you and , /heart pain .
I just feel sad .
I'm sorry .
I can't get the class to keep quiet ,
But I can tell you , I will try my very best to listen to you ,
Even though I will draw at times , but really .
And , screw myself ,
I suck , what kind of friend I have been ,
Selfish .
Mean .
Idiotic .
And , can't go for Mirificus concert .
Reunion dinner .
Really sad .
But okay .
Maybe its . supposed to be like this .
Shall write a happy day in 2011 in school in foolscap tomorrow .
150111 .
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