Hello, I'm Jazel. I'm on most social media platforms as @JazelTWY. I have had this space since 2008, and I see it as a outlet for my thoughts, when short status updates or instagram captions won't cut it. It's a public private space, of sorts. Comments?



破釜成粥.
Now it's 10 at night. I shall just blog in the same post as the afternoon one. 1 post a day.

I want to talk to someone.
So they said there were no more prawns.
Then the table behind me came later and all, but they were just served a plate of cereal prawns.
Alright.

There weren't anymore crab.
So I ordered prawns.
My dinner would be prawns.
I will be very satisfied.
Just a plate of prawns..

So my dinner today was some prawn&meat roll thing, I had 2 of it. It was really small. And 1 kong ba bao. Ok.
I mean I'm okay with eating not a lot.
I wasn't even thinking of having dinner today, until my dad suggested to go out to eat at 7.30.
It's just that. I'm outside, having dinner.
I will expect to have at least some food.
Like hell one plate of prawns/crab will be enough for me.
There's no rice -_-.
It was like I came out to eat dinner with my family and ended up having finger food.
Oh well.
So I'm blogging this while the family behind me enjoys their plate of prawns..
Cereal prawns..
Prawns that were supposed to be mine..

Anyway.
I really want to talk to someone.
Have a decent conversation now.

I think I'm the most money minded one in my family.
Hihihi.

And my dad gets annoyed at my mum at the same things I'm usually annoyed about too.
So now I know I'm not the only one.

My mum wants a certain way of answer, but then the way she answers is the same type also..

又要马儿跑，又要马儿不吃草。
The Chinese phrases I learn from my dad are so interesting.
Or maybe I'm just bored so I'm just typing whatever I find of use.

OHOH.
The place where I'm eating, the staff are from China, they're really nice!
They were talking about like so good can have four children ah.
then dad was like 新加坡的人口多少，中国的人口又有多少！
then the staff was like 新加坡多小，中国多大啊！
I think that being here isn't that bad after all.
For the conversations like this.
Haha.

I have a headache now.
Idk why.

OTL we have like the empty cans on our table yeah.
Then we had a competition.
Then my bro can blow super far.
AND OTL MINE CAN'T MOVE.
And I'm a tuba player OTL.
It's 10:57...

Yesterday I flipped my pillow to the other side with the 凹. (I don't know how to describe cause I'm having a headache and the word is not at the top of my head so I shall just use that Chinese character cause I'm lazy to think anymore and it's the only thing I can think of.)
I know people is expected to sleep on that side that's why the pillow have the 凹, but I can't sleep that side..
I just flip my pillow to the other side where it's flat.
So last night I slept on the 凹 side by accident. Cause I placed my laptop on that side so when I sleep on the flat side later it won't be hot..
Then I forgot to flip. Cause I don't usually flip to the 凹 side at all.
Then I woke up today with my neck hurting.
I just can't sleep on the 凹 side ):

Anyway. That was a long paragraph explaining my pillow..
I think if I move my head at all my head will start to hurt a lot.
What the shit.
I think I got the motion problem thing.
Like I can't move too abruptly..
I will just lose focus totally cause my head hurts like shit.

Am I making sense.
My finger joints hurts.
My hand muscle thing.
I don't want to think anymore omg.

Anyway tuition was good.
Kind of productive.
I like being productive because it's such a rare occurrence because I'm so damn lazy.

In the afternoon.
I was walking back to my room and suddenly my head started hurting ):
I spammed whatsapp like mad yesterday.
Especially briends.
I felt really evil!
I sent like pictures after pictures.
Most of them were pictures of Pricilla.
Occasionally I had pictures of Sarah.
And then when I came to my sec 2 folder I had Phyllis!
I didn't know pang existed in the past...

I had so many pictures of Pricilla.
I feel like a stalker -_-
I had a lot pictures of Joey too!
Both Joeys.
Got more of Ching though.

I used to go out with them so often.
Like daily.
Or 4 times a week.
Then I spammed -_-
What was I thinking!

I think be my friend very suay.
Got so many unglams.
Especially last time.
Now can be my friend la I don't spam as much.

Eg.
Pricilla hahah. Wait let me go find Sarah's.
And then Phyllis!!!
So cute la last time she!!

I took picture of these photos from my computer!
I shall upload the originals.
Later. If I remember.


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