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Friendship problems always occurs in the graduating years.
It's like 'Oh no I'm not going to let you graduate in peace knowing that these are your friends that you are going to keep forever.'
Sec 2 was the best.
I would be better off without friends like this.
Really.
All think that they are the victim.
Why don't you think why is this happening to you in the first place?
But I'm in no position to say this.
It's always hard to see things in a different perspective.
You will start regretting things.
And start self hating.
Even more.
Anger and fears.
Happiness and tears.
Ohoh ^^
Flag day yesterday.
Met people from different walks of life.
It was fun.
I really enjoyed it.
There was this two hk(?) guys who were just funny and cute.
The guy nudged his friend to donate,
Then the friend was like pointing to himself and going like 'me?'
Then he turned to me and started acting annoyed with his friend in a joking manner~
I was laughing haha.
Then he donated, he took the sticker.
Then they lingered around for a while!
I offered the guy who nudged his friend a sticker,
Then he asked me to stick it on for him.
So I did!
They were just comical~
The guy took a picture of me afterwards hahaha.
So awkward but hahaha.
They were really nice ^^.
Then there was this girl!
She walked really quickly.
From far she stood out from the crowd because she was just walking at a fast pace.
Without stopping, she took out her wallet, took out coins, donated to my tin, smiled, took a sticker and walked away~
Without stopping much!
I was amazed!
Turbo girl hehe.
She was really nice!!
She still smiled and all.
Hm there was this auntie,
She was probably the 3rd person who donated to me since I stood there,
She was with her husband~
She walked past, then stopped, then walked back to where I was.
Looked at the tin, then took out money to donate,
Then she told me "Why you just stand there! You must ask people to donate! If not who will want to donate~"
I just smiled and kind of said 'shy ah' but it was really soft hahaha.
^^
This guy, he was probably from Thailand?
He just took out his coins and put everything in the tin,
Then he smiled.
His smile was so nice!!
It was like shy and so radiant at the same time.
I like people who smile after they donate!
They make me happy <:
Many people did <:
This Indian family,
The father took the sticker after donating then stuck the sticker on the duaghter's head while she was taking a sticker from the tin after she herself donated.
Haha, it was nice to see the family bond they had!
The rest of the family was just standing around smiling and laughing.
The father who was pushing the pram!
He stopped, donated money, took the sticker, stuck it on his child before smiling and walking away.
It was heartening to see that ^^.
Met Bryan! And Dionis!
Haha!
Didn't notice them sia!
I was like turning to the right where they were and just turrned to the left without realizing who they were, and that I actually knew them.
Bry was like "Aiyo this girl purposely pretend never see us."
Haha I really didn't notice!
Didn't see them for a long long time~~~
My audi friends <:
Miss PWM haiyo!
Asked bry to donate!
He said he had no money.
He asked dionis if she had money haha.
Dionis donated :D.
Gave her the sticker~
Bugged bry to donate!
He donated $2.
Hehe.
Stuck the sticker on his shoulder hahaha.
It's always nice to see old friends.
Especially friends who you kind of got along pretty well with.
Just fall back to this comfortable sequence, a comfortable atmosphere with them even if you didn't see them for ages.
It just feels natural haha.
There were also people who didn't want to donate duh~
But some did more than just walking past.
This guy, he just walked past me and said no thanks.
I didn't even approach him.
Just holding the tin and smiling like I did for the whole time I was there.
Haha.
Hmm.
Is that politeness?
Haha.
There were a few people who stuck their hands in their pockets,
Like they were digging out coins to donate,
But they just walked past with their hands in their pockets.
Hmmm. Tactic to escape?
Haha.
Another guy,
Took out his wad of cash and started counting the moment he walked past me.
$2, $2, $2, $5...
Ok man if you don't wanna donate..
There was also this mother and child,
The child was pretty interested,
She wanted to donate,
The mother just shook her head and continued walking foward,
The child kept turning back at me~~
She turned back like thrice haha.
Hai, glad to see that the child had the thought of wanting to donate!
There were many many different people who donated.
They were all so nice, sigh.
^~^
The old uncle, that school boy, that school girl etcetc.
I was just smiling, some of those who didn't donate smiled back too!
So I smiled even wider.
It was a great feeling to be there.
Didn't notice some people wanted to donate,
When I turned then they were like stretching to put their coin in my tin~~
I'm sorry!
Didn't notice you all.
When I was on the phone,
Suddenly a lot of people wanted to donate!
Had to hang up the phone cause it will seem rude.
At least I think it will seem rude.
Being by myself was awesome.
I didn't want to meet the rest actually.
I could had stayed there all day.
It was probably the best flag day ever for me.
For that hour or so I spent at city hall.
Just me and my awkward self standing there and smiling.
I felt proud of myself.
Me, the girl who only had 50 cents she donated to herself while the others who actually had people donating to them.
All the way till newton before it became 70 cents.
Didn't approach anyone.
The rest of the flag day was just plain dfhkjdshkdfsjkds.
Walked from orchard to newton when it was just a mrt stop away.
It was stupid.
I felt stupid.
Don't know how stupid I felt.
I was just awkward.
Shy.
Didn't want to approach people.
Oh, the food was good~
Haha.
Played bball at night!
At night could hardly see where was the ball hahah!
The lights turned off at 9.25 >:!
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