We’ll live like a weed that perseveres through everything
rather than a flower that withers away quickly.
It's always my fault, isn't it?
Hello, I'm Jazel. I'm on most social media platforms as @JazelTWY. I have had this space since 2008, and I see it as a outlet for my thoughts, when short status updates or instagram captions won't cut it. It's a public private space, of sorts.
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Nobody seems to be happy anymore.
At least, nobody seems to be as happy as they were before.
I think as the world becomes more advanced, the more is required from someone.
And that just adds to the burden the person had felt and the happiness metre just.. decreases bit by bit.
It's hard to be happy these days.
I spend my nights with a heavy heart.
It's a horrible feeling.
I wonder how I can be conveying the same messages using different words everytime.
It amazes me.
It feels like I feel the same emotion everytime but no, it's actually not the same.
Mm.
Yesterday I couldn't fall asleep at all.
I had a lot on my mind.
And my diaphragm was hurting? I don't know...........
It's like it was really hard to breathe.
I can't bear to live in such a suffocating manner anymore....
All my recent posts are of such angst.
I don't know.
My life seems to be falling apart.
I honestly question every single thing I do.
Trust me, I do.
But then even when I think it's not the good thing to do my emotions take over me and I just.. commit the mistake.
Yep.
This paranoia.
I want someone who would listen to me and will not actually be judging me.
Wishful thinking. Hm.
It's funny how one song I heard 6 years ago can still so perfectly relate to me in every way.
I think it is one song I will always hold close to my heart..
Ah, primary 4..