We’ll live like a weed that perseveres through everything
rather than a flower that withers away quickly.
It's always my fault, isn't it?
Hello, I'm Jazel. I'm on most social media platforms as @JazelTWY. I have had this space since 2008, and I see it as a outlet for my thoughts, when short status updates or instagram captions won't cut it. It's a public private space, of sorts.
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I think it's disheartening to see my secondary school friends moving forward in their lives and making new friends, being close with other people while I'm just. stuck in the very same place.
It's like I'm on a boat, stranded in the middle of the sea without any paddles.
All I can do is float about randomly? Back and forth.
Sometimes I can see progress, the waters are guiding my boat forward, I'm moving ahead. And then the wind direction changes and all of a sudden I'm floating backwards, back to the beginning with no progression.
I'm stuck.
I'm actually alone.
I'm stuck while everyone else is moving on.
I have no bloody friends.
No close ones, to say the very least.
I have nobody that I can just text and say, hey, do you wanna go out?
I don't even feel good talking to briends anymore.
And I'm not even asked along by my own clique (I suppose) when they head out.
The thing is I'm alone and I'm jealous half the time because everyone else seems to be fitting in just fine.
What did I do wrong that I have no friends now?
Was I too overbearing.. too unfriendly.. too over the top?
Pathetic snippets of jazel.
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