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We’ll live like a weed that perseveres through everything
rather than a flower that withers away quickly.
It's always my fault, isn't it?

Hello, I'm Jazel. I'm on most social media platforms as @JazelTWY. I have had this space since 2008, and I see it as a outlet for my thoughts, when short status updates or instagram captions won't cut it. It's a public private space, of sorts. Comments?


071014.


“听一次,哭一次,好心痛”
I only heard about Beyond from the Umbrella Revolution, where this song was sang and said to be the /unofficial/ anthem of the protest.
I feel like if I was actually living, and a fan of them in those years they were together, I would have been devastated. 

I mean watching this, you can feel all the emotions of the members, how it must have been losing your leader. 
I don't even know.
And 黄家强 not only lost a member, he lost his biological brother. 

I read fanfics, and there are band fanfics with character death.
Character death like one member dying and how life would be.
It's like... fanfiction actually do happen in real life.
I don't even know.
I can live with fanfics and character death because it's not real.
But then this...... I can't.

I just hear this song and I have all these emotions running through me.
I don't even.
Ugh. 
He died from a fall.
就那一次跌倒。
That one fall.
I cannot.
I'm even thankful I didn't have to live through the pain, I know I would have been a fan for sure.
But it's bugging me that I didn't know about them sooner.

20 years later and people are still heartbroken over his death.
Time never does heal anything, it lessens the pain, but it's always there, haunting you.

I don't even know what I'm saying.

The Ladies' Code accident too.
2 members. Out of 5.
It's like the same.
And I didn't know about them at all, until the accident.
And it was just so heartbreaking.
Can you imagine the pain the fans are going through.

Death is so scary. 
I don't know I just.
...
...
I can't.



黃家駒……

你现在好吗。
在天堂,好吗?


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