Hello, I'm Jazel. I'm on most social media platforms as @JazelTWY. I have had this space since 2008, and I see it as a outlet for my thoughts, when short status updates or instagram captions won't cut it. It's a public private space, of sorts. Comments?



Writing this as a 19 y/o, to my 19 y/o self.

It has been 19 years and 364 days you been in this world.
It's not the longest time if I were to put it in context, but it's the oldest I've ever been.

"This moment now is the oldest you've ever been, and the youngest you'll ever be."

I always liked that quote, it just makes me feel that each moment should be worth something (even though I don't actually make every moment count)

I don't really know what stage of life I am now, and I'm not sure where I'm progressing to (or if I'm even progressing at all)

I have been adopting the "if it's meant to be, it will be" and "take life as it comes" approaches as far as I can remember, and this is the way I wired my mind, I suppose.

/btw right now I changed my life's motto to "you don't always get what you want in life" hahahaha/

But... Everybody needs a direction at some point of time in their life... right?

...... Nah screw it not going to act like I will sort myself out in the coming week, month or year.

I don't know what 20 will bring me, it's a milestone (in a way), hitting the big 2s, one more step into the graveyard adult world (tho I feel like I already am adulting).

Actually heck Jazel.
Great job for making it through another 364 days, you did pretty ok, if I were to say so myself.

There were good times, and there were the bad. Whatever goal you set out for yourself to achieve for work, you did (kind of). For future self to read in case you forget: to be at a level where I know what the heck is happening and not be a stupid clueless goat

 Not sure what you're going to do or achieve in this coming year, but things will fall into place eventually.

I mean, I can set goals that I have been setting for myself since forever (i.e. Slim down), but idk, is it psychological that it never happens?

Maybe being 20 is about self-control. Hahahaha

Hopefully it's the year I find myself, but oh well, don't fret if it's not happening. You survived 19 years not knowing what's going on :')

P.S. I scheduled a blog post for 2nd Nov a few months back, forgot what I wrote already but am slightly excited to read it tomorrow (more meaningful!) Hopefully there are wishes for me within that I have accomplished (If I even wrote any...)


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