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2018 was quite something.
Quit my job, got a new job. and you know, everything else was a blur.
My life generally revolves around work, school and family, so that’s all I have to talk about, and honestly life is to me is a “一天算一天” type of thing. That is generally how I live life though, without large goals. Don’t think that’s very bad but that’s not very good for sure. I’m just floating.
But I guess it’s 2018 that made me realize that;
It’s ok to push boundaries, and step outside your comfort zone.
It’s ok to seek new experiences, while you know your likes and dislikes.
It’s better to really take a chill pill, and to stop viewing things that doesn’t matter as important.
It’s better to not be so aggressive, you will just push people away.
It’s better to not have expectations because people will disappoint you.
It’s better (and easier) to rely on yourself, but don’t be afraid to reach out to.
Old friends will leave - even the ones you least expected to, but new friends will come.
Cut out people and things that make you unhappy, there’s no point.
It’s ok that you are alone and nobody reaches out to you - why don’t you think about days when you are not?
Social media isn’t everything - someone might be having fun this weekend, but staying in bed for the next 2.
Family is important. I try my best to reach out and surround myself with family, but I’m not trying hard enough, I’m not doing enough.
I won’t say I expect much for 2019 - there are milestones I know I will go/grow through (graduation etc). Just like how I lived my life in 2018 (well, kind of the past 22 years), what will come will come, and everything happens for a reason.
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